I remember the day I decided to believe. It was a rough night. Sometimes you can feel most lonely when surrounded by people. I am sure you have felt that.
Everyday going through ups and downs of toxic emotions. Feeling my energy drain from my body. I stood next to the back door in my kitchen. Holding my baby boy in my arms, I decided something had to change. That day I started a search. That search is still ongoing today.
No one searches for something they do not believe is there. That day I decided to believe. From that day forward, I would not allow myself to get lost in my humanity but instead give it over to the everlasting.
You might feel like you have it under control. You might think that a step, like a subtle choice, won’t make a difference. Maybe you have promised yourself to try harder.
Stay still, close your eyes, and breathe in the goodness of God. Let Him fill your lungs. I know you felt it. Now, search.
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