April 15th, 2025 – Amen.

I wrote a devotional a few weeks back about being able to pack up everything and move. It has sparked a lot of thoughts about my calling, purpose and obedience.

What do you do about the things you can’t take with you?

One thing I can never take with me is my treadmill. To put this in perspective, I am 39 years young. Most people at 39 have never bought a treadmill. Most people don’t even think about it. What does age have to do with it? Well, I have bought 8 industrial exercise machines in my short lifetime. Every time I am called to move, I plan into my budget this non-negotiable necessity. Ridiculous!

As you might already know, here sitting writing this today, I am still chubby…so where does the inspiration for all the equipment come from?

I used to think it came from hope and faith that one day I would be able to conquer this long-lasting pain in my bum of a problem. I know some of you think it is a matter of discipline and grit, but if you really knew me, you would know that is not the issue.

This burden is my cross and I will carry it. Sometimes I wish it was a cross invisible to everyone else. Something no one could comment on or give their opinion about. My cross has kept me humble. It has also kept me connected.

The first thing I did when I got on this cruise boat was to go straight to the gym and get on a treadmill. What is the fascination?!? This time I understood. This treadmill was my tabernacle. This is where I could talk to God. Ideas flowing in and out, up and down. I had no idea how long I was there and when I left, I ended my walk with an Amen.

I am perfectly made. He has known me since my formation in my mother’s womb. He does love me. I just had my radio on a different frequency.

By the way, I have a treadmill and elliptical trainer, lightly used, for sale in Orlando, FL.